Spring 2007 Marathon 15: St Louis Redux
It's really easy to lose sight of everything when you let your fears get the
best of you. All training season long, there was a lot of stuff going on in my non-running world. Besides the usual medley of distractions,
many of my personal and professional relationships were reaching a critical
mass. The balances between give and take had disintegrated. Being able
to run, let alone finish a marathon was often the furthest thing from my mind
during training, but now the time had come to actually run this race and I felt
completely unprepared.
I needed to figure
out a way not to bonk during the race.
Bonking is the technical term for when
your body mutinies against you during a run, what we use to call hitting
the wall. A basic tenant of running marathons is to not try anything
new during the race that you didn't do during your training. You don't
even wear new socks! But what I was doing during training was not working.
When I mentioned this to some friends who were also racing this weekend, I was
given somewhat unorthodox advice.
My head was swimming in a sea of information overload and I was struggling to make sense of it. It got very overwhelming very quickly. On the one hand, it's too late to test out any of these suggestions and I knew better. On the other hand, the fear of bonking made it very tempting to cave in and try something desperate.
My friend Julie thinks I’m nuts for running marathons, but she still indulged
my runner religion and participated in pre-race rituals. The nights before the
race we ate carbs for
dinner and rented DVDs. For the majority of the weekend, I didn't
even think about the fact that I had a 26.2 mile run coming up. I just
enjoyed the catch up time with a friend I don't get to see often enough. I
managed to get a good night sleep two nights before the race -- in the purple room with the Hello Kitty alarm clock that her daughter graciously gave up so I'd have a place to sleep -- but the night
before was almost sleepless, more like a long nap.
While the forecast for Race Day called for good running weather, it never seems that way
at 5am when you head out to the start. The race began at 7am and it
didn't even start to warm up until about 30 minutes before the gun. It was
also windier than last year. Soon it was time to take off my sweats, line up and
run 'til it's done as this race's slogan went.
The Running the Race part of this story
In order to appease the Running Gods, I wore shorts. This must have
appeased them because the temperature would reach 55 degrees that morning, a
runner couldn't ask for better weather. On the back of my race bib I
had my checkdowns -- Mile 6, Mile 13.1, and Mile 20 -- and the times I
needed to be at each marker in order to have a shot at a Boston Qualifying time
(3:15 for me). My plan was to take a gel every 5 miles, an endurolyte pill every 20 minutes and alternate between water and gatorade
at each station, walking through them if need be.
Some marathon pundits feel that walking through water stations early gives you
short rest breaks that don't affect your time. Others feel that every
second counts and you should be able to run an entire marathon non-stop. I
think it's one of those things that's gonna vary from race to race and runner to
runner, but in short: a stop or two isn't gonna be your undoing, but stopping at
every water station won't help your cause either.
At Mile 6 I'm precisely on target but it's too early to get excited or to worry about pace. In fact, I'm really just running at a comfortable pace and not concerned with my time much at all. At Mile 13.1, I'm about two minutes behind, but I can attribute it to the port-o-potty break I had to make. I'm still running at a comfortable pace sub-8 minute pace well aware that I've been running for almost two hours.
Then the hills started to attack. While I feel like I'm moving in slow motion, I do manage to pass people who are walking or on the side attempting to stretch a sore calf. Try as I might, I can't coax any more speed out of my legs. On the downhills, I simply make up the lost time on the inclines. At Mile 20 I'm 5 minutes behind pace. I'm running faster and stronger than I did at this point last year but not enough to finish with a better time. But then I think about the stories from Atlanta and realize how lucky I am to be running these hills instead. Thanks to a steady diet of gel, endurolytes and determination, the Running Gods grant me another strong finish. And you know what? I ran in a new shirt that I bought at the Expo!
Final Thoughts
When I crossed the finish line, I looked up at the clock. A medical tent
volunteer came up to me. I guess the look on my face said I needed help.
I waived her off and made my way toward the refueling line. My time turned
out to be 3:29:58, though I wouldn't know that for a few hours. It didn't
matter that I was actually four seconds slower than last year. What
mattered was that I ran my own
race, listened to my own needs and found a way to get from the start to the
finish line without bonking.
Stay tuned...
Michael
